Song · The Armour of Thoughts V.01

Alonging Desire

SongThe Armour of Thoughts V.01Life and Philosophy
What this track carries

“Alonging Desire” connects image and feeling with unusual directness: “I wish I could shatter my past into thousands of pieces” leads into self-questioning and quiet clarity, while “To cling on, to hold on to the past” leaves the thought in a different place. Here, breath quietly carries the idea of life, presence, and what cannot be taken for granted.

The Unspoken

“Alonging Desire” becomes deeper when the lyric is heard as a conversation between the self we perform and the self we actually know. The line “If today had never bothered to cling on” exposes the tension underneath the song: identity as an ongoing investigation rather than a fixed label. As the song develops, heart quietly comes to represent emotional truth and vulnerability. Because the lyric speaks from inside the feeling, its idea arrives as confession and discovery rather than instruction. What begins with “I wish I could shatter my past into thousands of pieces” finally lands at “To cling on, to hold on to the past,” where what remains is a more honest inner compass, even if it is still unfinished.

Alonging Desire - Lyrics

I wish I could shatter my past into thousands of pieces. I wish I could heal my present and let go my future, Let go the thoughts that hope for a tomorrow. A LONGING DESIRE burns within my soul, A moment to break free, to become whole, A LONGING DESIRE whispers deep inside, A search for peace where shadows reside. Hope for a tomorrow, when today has lost its anchoring strength. The past does not decide the future If today had never bothered to cling on.. A LONGING DESIRE tugs at my heart, As time fades away, pulling us apart, A LONGING DESIRE aches in the night, Seeking answers beneath the fading light. To cling on, to hold on to the past. The past is a memory, with a flavor of regret, The scent of remorse, the feeling of insecurity, That has crept into the present and is not willing to leave... A LONGING DESIRE gnaws at my mind, In the search for a solace I cannot find, A LONGING DESIRE haunts every breath, Leading me away from fear of death. If your future is a question, Your present will answer, your past will guide. If today is a question, then... A LONGING DESIRE calls through the air, As I face this truth, this life we bear, A LONGING DESIRE stirs in the wind, An endless journey that never begins.